Idiots.

I Called my mother to bring my KH project thingy about sewing some fugly clothes to the shop for some sewing since we dont got a proper sewing machine.

At first, i told her and she didnt understand and got 'hot'.
SO she shouted at me.
Obviously i'll just shout at her back.So, she got mad.

And when she brang it back the next day,i checked, and they sew it completely wrong.And it even cost 4 bucks for an easy job

So instead my maid had to take of the wrong ones and help me sew without a sewing machine.
Idiots.

Chaos then,
idiot.

See min T.T

Blogging because of sumone keep on calling me blog.SOMEONE. haha.

See min's transffering to a sport sku d. ):
The F*cking bkt.Jalil one!
Haiz.
and thought we could transfer to cathelik sku together D:

She says shes going to sport sku until this december.
When exam time she come back here to take exam.
Damn.how could the sku let her do that! :O

Den she just told me mayb 10% shes chnaging house either!! FAR FAR AWAY!
THEN NO MORE BJ OR CATHELIK.
DAMN.

Yeah and this morning i just woke up see my fon n got a bloody msg saying she has been selected to change to bkt.jalil sku n i cried o_o
Dont ask me why.i dont knwo either.

THERES ONLY MEMORIES NOW!
I'M PRAYING THE SPORT SKU KENA BURN RIGHT NOW! haha.
Hope it came true :D

Damn see min left me alone with sam in a idiot *&%$#@&! sku.
ONLY SUMONE CAN STOP HER CHANGING SKU.
THE SPECIAL *ehem* SUMONE.
Haha.

My father wanted to buy me a bike for my birthday present.cuz i wanted it.cuz mine was cacated.
Den mother go n scold him n ME saying its very expensive! So end up no new bike ):

BTW.MY MAID COME BACK D!! ^^
SHE BOUGHT US MANGOS.
IN YOUR FACE WEI MING!
I GOT MANGO D HHAHAHA.

Now,Buhbyes.
idiot.

p.s. SEE MIN ! u stay at asrama right.BECAREFUL OF *ehem* SUMTHING LARH HAR.
ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT.*gulp*
hhaa.

Tsunami at school. O:

Its raining again.

Its been raining everyday o_o
alright.Back to the main topic.

today ying ying jie jie bought kenneth to my hse!

Hes sooooo cute.but he looks like he's sister thou o_o

He's only 9 months old.
And he knows how to Fight lol.

I caught him shaking n grr sometimes like a dog Lol.
n den he's fingers became a punching hand.
And ying ying was like.
Kenneth NO!
Loll.
Thatss soo weird o_o

Gwen and kim din came today. Only their mother n Ying ying jie jie.
Parents said they have tuitions.

Ah yee gave me money for my birthday P:

And den I overheard my mother saying to my grandmother that..
Ah yee's birthday was also 10 Oct.
And when she came home from work she went into her room.
Kim n gwen bought a cake n put right outside of her room.
When she walked out she was shocked P:
thank god she din kick it.haha

FEW DAYS AGO..
was schooling.n it rained so hard just like tsunami o_o

me see min sam n karmen were trapped upstairs in school.
The staircase was ALL wet flooded it was stil raining+wind.
So it was splashing the stairs.

They were all afraid.
I called sam to hold the present.
Den i ran down with waters splashing me
I was a fool.n i was wet.VERY VERY WET.Lol.
Continue by see min karmen n sam.

there was 4 stairs.
That was just the first one.

Den.Sam said just go.
so she holded the present n went all the way down herself.
while we went n try to find another way .

Well all is more wet thhan the first one.
Water splashing. Flooded the whhole staircase.
So we went back to the first one.

Ustaz was at the back of us.
We stood near the staircase a while.
And he laughed n said just go la.
So he went first.
Den we ran down.

den i saw sam.
With the present...
All wet LOL.
But not her hair LOLL.
Only the shirt and the present.

That was reali weird Lol.

Karmen was over excited when she was splashed.
I guess she was enjoying it haha.

I'm not saying its not fun.
But it isnt fun if your wearing a SCHOOL UNIFORM. haha

When we reached downstairs.
everyone was like walking a one way path.cuz another path was SERIOUSLY FLOODED.
but me n sam stil walk the flooded one cuz well...
We dont wanna stucked at the other way where ppl pushing. yah.i know.bad attitutes.Lol.

Saw wei ming.
He was like Walao wet until lidat.

Den i stand on top a chair cuz too many ppl n i dont know if the bus reached.
Karmen followed me n stand either.
Den suddenly sam pushed me loll.
I nearly fall o_o

The NEXT DAY was pathetic.
Our science teacher was saying dont get so wet.
because she said all the boys was like LOOKING.

Shes weird larh.
wat does she expect.its raining. and we dont have umbrellas la kayy.

Its officially over.

okay.its over.finally over.
Wat i mean is..

My birthday.
Its joshua's birthday today o_o

I've been trying to choose for few weeks adi.
I think i know whos the one.
But i cant leave the other one.
I dont wanna hurt anyone's feeling.

I'm stucked between.
I dont know wat to do.
None of my fren's understands.
Except one of the him.

Sometimes i wondered.
Why am i the special one that gets to choose.
The more they say they like me.the more i scare to face them.
I'm not shy.just that i dont know wats the best way to tell one of them that u dont love them.
especially when they're both best frens.

Some ppl wants a bf so much that they would do anything to get one.

I'm the dumb one tat doesnt reali care.

I told the god i like him last year
den this year i told the god i like another one.
n now my dreams came true.
Both of them came at the same time.
i guess dreams come true with a catch behind it.

n when i'm ready to choose him
Another girl appeared next to him
Which i can say she likes him very much.

everything happens when i got the answers.

Last year i liked him.

And suddenly someone told me he likes sumone else.

i cant get thru the things thats blocking my way.

I'm invisible.
But i cant walk thru anything.
I'm not dumb
But i'm not smart either.
I'm stucked
But sumtimes i feel loved.
I'm happpy that i'm not poor.
But i'm not happy that i'm not rich.

I'm not even near to perfect...
If Everything's blocking my way.

I thought guardian angels were surpose to guild u to the bright side.
But why everytime i close my eyes.
I'm still thinking alot of stuffs.

Is my guardian angel sick n it cant find a substitute angel?

I forgive it.
But i cant forgive myself for telling some lies that i'm hiding so long.
I wish sumone could talk to me right now.

U din appreciate me well.
So mayb i'm letting you go.

Its not you.its me.
Okay fine that was just a way to make u not feel bad.
Its actually you not me.
Your the one being so selfish.
U show me every dark side of u.
N u didn show me a bright one.

Everyone told me this n that bout youu.
I dont know if its true.
but then i finally saw it.
Your just same like the other retards.
The ones that doesnt care ppl's feelings.

I said many times that i'm letting you go.
but sumtimes i just cant.
The way u treat me good n the way u treat others not so good.
Actually made me feel so special n satisfy.

But sumtimes.
U showed that Your frens are important den me.

I know it sounds stupid.
But try to feel the feeling when someone special likes to be with your frens more den u.

I tried everything to not hurt anyone.
But this choice.is just either hurt you or him.

I cant choose Not to choose.

He made me feel special.You make me feel left out.
He made me laugh.You made me cry.
He stays with me.You run from me.
He's honest.Your a liar.
Everything i see inside u is just negative's one.

Wat u want me to do.
Feel guilty my whole life for choosing you?

Nah.i'm not wasting my life just like that.Your not worth it.
everything comes to an end.

So. wat goes around comes around.
Someone will put an end to it.
its getting late.my cousin's coming at 2pm.n its12.50am now.

I'm going to bed.
Good night,angels.

10 Oct.

Its my birthday.
And This is the first year that i'm not looking forward to that day.

I dont know why.
Just felt like nothing.

nearly everyone was going for their old sku canteen day.
This year is because of their primary sschool canteen day again.
Last year was cuz the next day was a holiday.
Last last year was because its their primary school canteen day

What luck i have.
i dont know wat to say.

i felt stucked.
I'm so busy yet i found some time to relax.

Have to do cravings for seni n clothes for kh.
i dont think i will have time for myself.
its not taht i wanna be alone.
its just that i wanna spend more times with my frens.

I just came back from school.
n i realize i miss them alot

n next week is the whole week holiday.

i just saw them this morning.
and i miss them when its afternoon.

Then wat shuld i do the whole week.
i cant do anything if i'm missing them.
i never ever felt that empty before.

Btw,
I just found out i was jealous that day when i saw him n her.

Wth.

Todays SHOCKING NEWS O:

Okay.went to subang today.daddy promised to onli go to EAT!

but then he remembered that out stupid fishy thats in out indoor fountain need a serious clean up.fungus was all over the stones!

so he went in a place where they sell fish ,animals stuffs to buy a pump.

N I SAW THIS !!



I KNOW! eww right o_o they said they used rottened bread to have these ''babies''

there was more.but i couldnt take pic of the others.cuz they're like. OPENED.just think wat if someone accidentally pushed u n your face fall right on the worms.

GOD.must of hate that person very much.

n i saw many ppl touching the worms to check if their healthy for fishing X_X

after very very long time choosing that stupid PUMP.

we went home. First, we went to the petronas.

because my father said he think that the car's tyre is out of air.

den i saw this right out the window.

Zoomed more.

After zoomed.

First.

me n my mum was laughing so hard.its like. once u open the door u die.

dont know wat the heck the fellow was thinking putting a door there.

its like.the door to heaven.

mental problem ppl these days :)

oh my.my mother is calling me.so annoying.

Oh well.thats all for today.sowee if its kinda short.

bored..

these are the ''arts'' we did that day.

well its not our fault.its just so damn boring :P

Bout the 'bee'.. i rather not show it loll.

Its kinda weird P:

ROT IN HELL.bitch.

fuckk.

that is why some ppl say..

SOME SECRETS ARE MEANT TO NOT TELL!

who the fuckk thats the big blabbering mouth said it.

i swear i'll hate them n NO more secrets for them

IF YOU ARE THE ONE.

GO KILL YOURSELF.

EVERYONE HATES U.

bitch.

oh god.

Have u ever seen parents called a children to stop studying n go to play computer?

well yeah.thats weird.

BUT IT HAPPENED TO ME!!

in this holidays.i've been like.watching tv.sleep.eat.computer. anything that pig do's.

and so.exams are coming.so i started thinkin of studying.

and finally i'm NOT lazy to study.

i was in my room.well studying.

den my mother knocked the door.

she said:eh wat are u doing

me: *holding a book* studying?=.=

she:go play your laptop lah.

me: okay.*putting books bak while thinking*

my thoughts--> am i dying.why is she treating me that way =.=

dats all i guess.

exam coming!!

sku going to reopen!!

OMG!

TENSION!!

*deep breaths*

Many problems everyone's facing.

AND MY MAID IS COMIGN BACK! WOOHOO! shes comign bak 2 days after my birthday D:

back to the topic.i've seen many ppl telling me their problems.

not that i dont have.but hearing their problems makes u feel that my problems are lighter P:

Some ppl wasnt lucky like me.

i get to choose.

but its just too hard.

I'M BACK! ^^

many things happened in these holidays.or before it.

i'm sowee i kept my blog private n didnt update it :X

today i went out to eat n went giant n tesco.

den kim msged my mum saying if we're at home cuz they wana come

then i was like..WTF? their mother want to?

den my mother figured it out. actually li shuang(another err.aunti XD), her husband went to work althru its raya.she got bored so she went to their hse.n end up they were bored so they came our hse.pffft. haha

end up they come.me n gwen made a ballon thingy n made it to a worm n stick it at the door with the words-welcome,worm- and another back of the door -see you soon,worm-

n we even made a BEE! so cute! will upload the photo later kay ^_^

okay they didnt just stay

one of them..is staying in my hse for like today and tomorrow.

err.Shes playing ps2 while i'm using the comp right now.

Ha~ she came for ps2 onli i guess P:

the funny thing is

today when she came.she brang a bag of clothes

which makes me curious.

cuz well how would she know if my mother let her sleepover.

its like.she expected or predicted it.

thats amazin P:

well at first.when my mother ask if she could stay(ask for fei de)

den i shaked my head.

then ah yee saw it so she asked my cousin-kim.

she said.okay la no need stay.

when they all went out.

my mother was like scolding me n say i degil n all the stuff.

well i expected i would get ignored or something serious if i didnt let her stay

so i went to ask kim if she wanted to stay n that i was kidding just now.

so she called me to follow her to her mother n asked.

she AGREED!

and well. gwen cant come cuz she has tuition(she can postponed it to other day but her mother doesnt let)

so i told my mother gwen wanted to come(well she really do P:)

my mother told ah yee.

she still says no.

oh well.thats just luck.

har har =.=

den when we come in.

we cooked pita(chicken,eggs,tomatoes,mayonis,cabbage and pita obviously) and we even cooked the hot dog bread o.o

err. well its so obvious that the eggs that i cooked is way more nicer than the way she ''polish'' the mayonis on the bread n put the egg or cut the pita.heh.

my mother was quite busy-body.she was like keep taking the cooking ''stick'' from my hand n was like cooking for me and keep looking at us.

n when i cook the chicken(which i didnt eat cuz i dont like) i put the chicken on the plate right.one piece drop down the cooking down thingy thingy(u dont have to understand.just dropped it somewhere hard to take it up back)

my mother was at the fridge.she would scold me if she saw it.

i tried taking it up(not hands,its hot kay)

den it failed.so kim said use this(the knive)

she poke n poke n poke it but cant take it up

-mother still lookin at the fridge-

we got nervous.so she used the knive n i use the ''cooking stick'' n YAY! WE GOT IT!

den we were laughing like hell.

n my grandmother saw that n she laughed too.

she didnt tell my mom ^^

haha.

i wonder which unlucky family members ate it HAHA!

thats all P:

i'll try update my blog.

i hope.

-gulp-exxams coming!D: october 30.PIBG postponed it P:

NEXTTTTTTTTTTTTT..
we celebrated see min's birthday at my hse padang.i bought DUH cheese cake from secret recipe.

we played something something.haha

was kinda funny.

called see min blindfold but then she keep on wanna curi-curi see.

den she took my fon n saw my msg.that was a surprise party.she didnt noe.

then when we went to her she said.RAHSIA TERBONGKAR! damn shit she saw sam's msg bout the parteh n present. i was like hiting my head n sam blamming me n we laughed.

so okay w/e

before that.

wei ming zi kent n wai kit came early to my hse.i locked them outside P:

they were like msging me. sayign their hot.haha

den they were calling my dog n make him bark.they even play the song where dog n cat bark n miaos ==

but he listen to me n went to sleep without caring them .AFTER I SCOLD HIM.haha. P: omg his cute.haha.

see min was very happy with her present.me n wei ming bout her FOUR necklace(since she told me she didnt buy cuz mother dont let her buy.dunno why)

n well called sam to buy a teddy bear so i could hang the necklaces on it but instead she bout a HANGBAG.OH MY GOD.

err.see min was telling me where she could use.cuz shes not so into handbags like those princess P: hehe.

sam said she would have bought a wallet but the wallet cost 39 n the handbag cost 40+ so she thing the handbag is much more ''zi de'' so she bought the handbag haha.

MONEY SAVER! P:

Joyce called me to go to sunway lagoon next saturday.

wat to do.i WAN TO GO! but wat if my mother says no ):

HAIZ.

i've been thinking every night.

very very sad.

thats all P: